Currently Listening Rent (1996 Original Broadway Cast) By Jonathan Larson, Jeff Potter, Anthony Jackson, Daniel A. Weiss, Ira Siegel, Kenny Brescia, Steve Skinner, Adam Pascal, Aiko Nakasone, Anthony Rapp, Byron Utley, Daphne Rubin-Vega, Fredi Walker, Gilles Chiasson, Gwen Stewart, Idina Menzel, Jesse L. Martin, Kristen Lee Kelly, Rodney Hicks, Stevie Wonder, Taye Diggs, Timothy Britten Parker, Wilson Jermaine Heredia see related

SURVEY from Nikki

Seven Sections:
a n g e r section?

do you have a quick temper?:   yes, when I’m feeling moody.
what do you do when you're mad?:   either make dabog or keep it inside.

what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?:   Jas would know the answer to that ;) usually it  would be the silent treatment, or the complete opposite, hehe.

if you can take back time, would you have never done this?:  they were mostly instincts or a way of releasing super duper inis-ness. But yeah, I would have not done some of them.
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?:  I don’t know….it’s mostly me who does the crying even if I’m the one who’s mad.
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?:  uuuhhh…. I dunno! (jas? did I??)
do you curse when you're mad?:  I get the urge to sometimes, but no.

c r y i n g section?

when was the last time you really cried your heart out?:  hmmm… January.
ever cried yourself to sleep?:  oh boy.
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?:  probably not specifically on their shoulders, haha. But I don’t like having people see me cry.
ever cried over the opposite sex?:  nooneenooneenoo… =*
do you cry when you get an injury?:  I don’t remember the last time I got a serious injury, but I probably would!
do certain songs make you cry?:  yep. And a LOT make me cringe lately.
can you make yourself cry?:  surprisingly yes, even if I don’t mean to!

p a i n section?

what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?:  hmmm….i don’t know what others classify as hard,  but I would say the past year has been the hardest so far in terms of EVERYTHING.
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?:  uuhhh… not eat and work myself to death?
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?:  backstab I guess…. I everyone has done that at least once in their lives.
ever had a painful break up?:  nope.
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?:  I don’t have that. I can’t stand being depressed/mad.
how depressed can you get?:  you won’t see me smiling all day. and that’s SOMETHING.

do you inflict pain on yourself?:  course not.  that's stupid. (- I agree, nikki!)

h a p p y section?

are you normally a happy person?:  I think I may tend to be overly-happy sometimes =D
what can make you happy?: family, friends, movies, music, theater, pakwan, unusual stuffed animals, coffee, inflicting people with my weirdness, almost anything under the sun.
do you wish you were happier?:  sometimes.
what makes you the happiest?:  being in neverland with the people I love.
what about being with your friends; does that make you happy?:  oh yes.  very much. =D
can music make you happy?:  OH YEAH. Music is life!

l o v e section?

how many times have you had your heart broken?:  lotsa times. Whenever something ends, my insides just crash. But only one time was coz of a person, I guess.
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?  Significant others?
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?:  my family
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?:  not exactly
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?:  guess you could say that?

has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?:  erm, not to my face.

ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?:  n/a. but hello, that’d be so lame!

h a t e section?

who do you actually hate?:  I don’t wanna seriously hate anyone, therefore I don’t.
Ever made a hit list?:  not a serious one, haha.
have you ever been on a hit list?:  i sure hope not =p
are you a mean bully?:  to my sister and a few selected friends, hehehehe =D
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?:  I’d probably say it to myself but wouldn’t really mean it.
do you hate George Bush?:  i don't care.  hehehe.

s e l f - e s t e e m section?

is your self-esteem extremely low?:  not extremely.
do you believe in yourself?:  most of the time.
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?:  some of the time
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?:  haha.  at times.
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?:  no. just bury myself underground for some time.
are you happy with who you are?:  eeeeyeah
do you wish you can be someone else?:  some of the time.

ok, back to work. My 3 hell weeks are half-over, so....till then! i've got lots to talk about. hopefully, i'll remember by the end of the last hell week

I WANNA WATCH RENT!!!!!!