| | What's on the other side?
I am once again procrastinating for the nth time by hopping from one blog or multiply page to another. Why is it that I always find some way to do every other possible thing than what i'm actually supposed to do? And I wonder why I don't get enough sleep. Geez Tricia, 2 days na nga lang eh!!
I think i'm craving for a fresh new start. After all, this summer would be the first time in 4 straight years that i will not have joined REP's summer workshops. It's become too much of a comfort zone for me already and I have so many other things I know i'm itching to do. Not going back there everyday for the next two months though is indeed going to be an ultimate sacrifice. Some of the most unforgettable and happiest days of my life were spent there.But i'm 18(blech) and want to do a lot of other things too. Again, time is not exactly on my side. (then again, when was he ever?)
Two more days to go before my finals are over. I was exempted from my Environmental Science finals though, *rejoice!!!* but I still have a paper for Literature that I have to write (but obviously am not), and a Play on "The Brute" to do. Haha, I don't know if I mentioned my most recent suicide attempt, but I somehow got myself into the mess of being the DIRECTOR of the play we're doing. Nobody wanted to do it and well, since I sort of already had a mental picture of how things would go, I volunteered to direct. The play is on Friday by the way, and rehearsals begin tomorrow. HAHA. Two days to produce an A, here we go! I just realized that I DO have the power to multi-task. The past 3 weeks have been nothing but multi-tasking left and right. I finally got the hang of it! So it's gonna be really difficult for me when the short summer break that I have comes (I have summer classes) coz i'm gonna be uber restless. Oh well, that's not a prob. Can you say "SLOTH"?
Two more days till finals and all academic requirements are over.Two more days till the end of my first ever year in college. Two more days till the end of my new beginning. Two more days till the start of a newer one. Two more days before I lose my mind.....again. I feel like a little kid peeking through the hole in a picket fence, wanting to see the other side. I just wish I could take a peek into the future.
I think I just might transfer to livejournal. Things look greener on that field.
that's a new start, isn't it?
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